A pill I must swallow,
you'll never be here waiting for me...
perfection....
reality....

away...

"your legs walk through the tile like a smile
turn every step into miles
and the straps attached to the suit are on fire
your shoulders hold up my desire
your arms
are pulling me close
and my heart
is holding your toes
and your feet are walking away with no trail beneath". - Hayden

my heart is racing....

aggression ....

being hesitant too long will leave you with too much junk in the closet....

your hand in mine....

empty...

is it all a blur...

je manque quelque chose chaude dans mon lit....

If you were less toxic.
Or you were more true.

something different...

whats on your mind when you arise....

crazy?... a little.

a tease....

subtlety...

... just wants to be a light in the dark.
is it a lesson I cannot learn?
why don't I get it?
each day it's different,
why can't it just be?
whats missing.

expression...

...

waste. beauty.

But I feel I'm getting nowhere,
and I'll never see the end....

"pat on the head"... chicken.

release.... wow....

IMAGINE:

a tall building with only one door in the center at the bottom,
boarded up.

some things are best shared...

something I'd love to share... a feeling

Not everything is what it seems.
The world can not revolve around one being.
Some things happen beyond you.
Accept it.

I have an idea, I want you to come with me....

Patterns are meant to be broken, things are meant to change.
There is no place in your short time in this shell for waste.
Build, grow, create.
Learn.

as I look straight ahead, I wonder what I'm doing here....

stripped bare, afraid....

fall

ing further again....

I don't want to be the equation, I just want to be part of it....

some things stay green longer...

what a beautiful way to waste away...

la vie est drôle.... quand meme

un essai final...

....on which a hopeless romantic once walked.

some surprises are, well, surprising...

and its always the first kiss that gets you drunk......